David Nichols says
I intend to perish alone. It scares the shit away from me personally, so I’m considering committing, but each time We place a “dead”-line (no pun meant) about it, i usually puss away. Sooner or later below me, I don’t blame women though it will have to happen, because unlike the commenter. We can’t keep a lady interested, but that’s not women’s fault, as though ladies had been some hive-mind that is monolithic. Nevertheless, I REALLY DO blame myself. Leading me personally to hate myself, which exacerbates the situation. We don’t rest, We hardly consume, every it’s a struggle to just get out of bed day. We make an effort to fill my times up with items to keep me occupied: working away, reading, treatment, innovative jobs, evening classes in international languages and interesting subjects. But at the conclusion of each i have to get back into my bed, and roll back and forth for three or four hours, wondering why no one loves me and wishing I had someone to talk to day. Continue reading “Worries of adore Phobia – Philophobia in world4”